try to understand wad others tink and feel. its hard. isnt it? conflicts aft conflicts. forget it. FORGET IT. its up to u how u wanna face it. if u dont wanna face it, nobody cn help u isnt it?

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if dats how u deal with e prob arent u irresponsible? i cn tolerate anyting u do. but definitely not yelling at dem liddat!!
I AM ANGRY!

its TEACHERS DAY SOON!!! hahs. we went to mj's hse to make stuff for teachers day. haiis, sheela is quite pathetic i think. i noe shes quite a kind person, budden, i cant stand her boring lessons! shes kind, but i dont tink she cn make it as a good teacher for 3/5. shes so poorting. our klas gathered money for mr n ms leow de present. however, sort ofpurposely forget hers. but we made her share! hope dats nt her onli tchers day present! heh. AT LEAST, shes sooo much better than g.o.h! compared to HER, i found sheela so much kinder man! hah. i noe im mean, but i cant stand her eyes! yar! e eng lesson today rite more than half of 3/5 de in klas went out to stone. WE ARE ALIENS((:
ohyar. 2608. sucha nice number! 1017 too!! heheh. had 2/2 de klas gathering then. BUT. the climax was... e part jus aft e bbq! SWEEEEET(: good for them. long awaited ans finally gotten!

another friday agn. but.. CAs are over! heheh. todaes e enrolment parade rehearsal. played wif e dril cane e whole day. nth much today. jus felt dat ive gotta v big fluctuation in mi feelings today. lols. only fd n e rehearsal todae. so sorry towards e sec2s. scolded dem so much today. haiis. jus cant control my own temper. not enuf patience. hais. im so sorry.
im tired. so tired dat ive lost mi patience and bcame frustrated. held mi expectations too high and dint teach u all well enuf. i dint do a good job. only screaming shouting ard. but, did u all do ur best? i hope its yes. i really hope so. its okay as long as u all did ur best. otherwise all our efforts are like gone to waste? sometimes, i rather i cld be bac as cadet. hah. thinking bac, all of us were lyk hoping and hoping to hav ROD sooner the better. and not kana 'tortured' . hah. it feels better to get to noe u alwaes hav someone above u. lyk wad we had bac at sec2.i wld rather be the one doing e fd. trgn ppl is so hard. SO HARD. seriously, i tink i dun really noe how to train dem. wad shld we do? its nt as easy as it seems. i alwaes tot it was so nice to jus giv commands and scold here and der. or issit i am nt as capable? i felt lyk we cant really take care of our jnrs. sj doesnt seem as disciplined now. issit us whom made it worse?

reopen!!

its been dead for so long. ahahaa. new skin. new posts. new tagboard. hope wont hav cob webs dis time. its exams period agn. havin chem theory pp on monday. gave up on dat prac man. i screwed it all up. i noe it wld be single digit. hope cn do better for e theory. all depend on it. otherwise. im gna get reds on mi report bk agn.

2/2'o5's gathering is round e corner too. aft e exams. 26 aug. hope everyting wld go well. its a bbq agn. have a feeling dat dis days e ex-2/2s getting v united huh. seriously. even more unity den we had las yr. ahh. been tru so much trouble getting e date for dis gathering set. finally. so jus pray that nth wil screw up las min.

today went to hq. 6 of us. rach. yz. yl. adi. n edmund. went der to pas foto for ncoc form to yz. den went to get e cans for flag day. aha. den we were too early. e officers haven stil eating their breakfast. stickers n stuff haven ready. n asked us stone outside. but end up all of us went inside to help compile e stickers. hah. simone sir was so shocked to see all of us wif our pencil box. aft dat gt e tins in boxes. 2 big boxes n spilted e others into our bags. den off for lunch! yea. bk agn. stoned der n tok aft lunch. tok tok tok. yar! half way tru. rach started to peep under e cup of coke. LOL. cos 2 wiks ago, the water we passed in e hall was oso was frm bk ! den we tok bout hus gna bring e 2 big boxes hm. yz n rach. den dey went to take cab. n i took e shutter bus bac to cityhall mrt. haa. i tot i was lost when i gt off e bus! den i wander ard for 15 min den saw e stn sign infront of raffles city.

i realised ive started to lyk stoning ard dis days. feel tired so easily. fell aslp on e sofa almost everyday. body aching everywher. esp mi limbs. do some pumping n pit boots den started to ache liao. argh. im aging man!! e jnrs better buck up by nov. otherwise. we are gna DIE!!